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Anhedonic

by Futility

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(The sins of the father shall be visited upon the children) Never mind the burden of guilt I shall carry it for both of us But the fear is mine alone An unwanted gift from you I did not ask for this Nobody asks for this Power absolute Corruption absolute Destruction absolute The ache of loss claws my gut The pain of grief clutches my heart The agony of a childhood lost Wrenching numbness for what never was A visceral melancholia comforts me and lets me know I still live
2.
Conceived in sin His bearer overpowered Borne of death and loss As a boy His guilt blossomed In the fertile furrows Of recrimination His existence, his shadow: The sum of malevolent error As a young man Dogged by failure Bathed in dismay A course set for dusk Wandering through lands Almost abandoned Instruments dry with goetia In the case by his side Pale damp folds Sickly sweet Under an unsmiling sun Carving the beautifully untouched Howling ascends skywards Alongside embers and woodsmoke He walks purposefully Across bleak basalt Dancing in molten judgement
3.
Every bridge has been burned Every building razed The earth has been salted Around me, a wasteland Everything I had, I have spent On this war of desolation Alone, I feast on the carrion All that is left of that for which I fought Stripped away, the armour of indifference Naked and alone, a quivering wreck Too tender, too raw to run The only defence, a vicious attack Cut down all who come near Lest they too cause pain Blinded by fear, stand resolute An island, a rock, alone Triumphant I stand, Pyrrhus reborn One more such victory and we are lost
4.
Soliloquy 07:54
To be, or not to be? That is the question— Whether ’tis nobler in the mind to suffer The slings and arrows of outrageous fortune, Or to take arms against a sea of troubles, And, by opposing, end them? To die, to sleep— No more—and by a sleep to say we end The heartache and the thousand natural shocks That flesh is heir to—’tis a consummation Devoutly to be wished! To die, to sleep. To sleep, perchance to dream—ay, there’s the rub, For in that sleep of death what dreams may come When we have shuffled off this mortal coil, Must give us pause. There’s the respect That makes calamity of so long life. For who would bear the whips and scorns of time, Th’ oppressor’s wrong, the proud man’s contumely, The pangs of despised love, the law’s delay, The insolence of office, and the spurns That patient merit of th’ unworthy takes, When he himself might his quietus make With a bare bodkin? Who would fardels bear, To grunt and sweat under a weary life, But that the dread of something after death, The undiscovered country from whose bourn No traveller returns, puzzles the will And makes us rather bear those ills we have Than fly to others that we know not of? Thus conscience does make cowards of us all, And thus the native hue of resolution Is sicklied o’er with the pale cast of thought, And enterprises of great pitch and moment With this regard their currents turn awry, And lose the name of action.
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released July 9, 2021

Brendan de Bear – Vocals and bass
Kurt Neist – Guitar
Mat Newton – Lead and rhythm guitar
Dan Nahum – Drums

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Samantha Kempster – Violin on ‘Visceral Melancholia’ and ‘A Man of Great Appetites’

Justin Arthur Hartwig – Lead guitar on ‘Sleepless’

Anhedonic was engineered, mixed, and mastered by Kurt Neist and produced by Futility.

Drums recorded at Wattle Park Uniting Church Hall.

Album Artwork by Dan Sealey

Thanks to: Loved ones and friends (you know who you are!),Burden Man, Claret Ash, Cruciform, The Eternal, Hawkmoth, Illimitable Dolor, The Maledict, Mule, Subterranean Disposition, The Veil and all the other bands we have shared the stage with, Sam and Justin for their superb contributions... and the congregation at Wattle Park Uniting Church for welcoming the toll of doom.

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Futility ACT, Australia

Formed in 2007, Futility released a demo, and two albums before disbanding in 2015.

Reformed with two new members 2017. Subsequently released an album and a single.

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